PseudoPod 1017: In the Hands of a Different God
Show Notes
Jim Kristofic novels
Why Miitaries Must Destroy Cities To Save Them (Add your own air quotes as appropriate)
Destroying a Quote’s History In Order To Save It
Hank Green: Chemo is Weird, Y’all
“Now You Know” from Merrily We Roll Along
In the Hands of a Different God
By Noah Ashley Blooms
It was Daddy who taught me to sew. I’d made three patch quilts and was starting on the fourth before he let me touch a patient. That was my mother’s word for them. I think the only way she could handle what we did was by pretending we were doctors, not butchers, not hosts to a power that we didn’t understand and probably never would.
Mama insisted that Daddy take the patients outside, so in the summer he worked on the back porch and, when it grew too cold, he took to the shed in the backyard with its squat woodstove and string of light bulbs hanging from the ceiling. He worked on a narrow bench back then. He’d cover it with a sheet of plastic and burn the sheet once the patient left, scrub the table and his hands with bleach. His knuckles carried a pink look to them, like they were always one careless touch away from bleeding.
My first was a cancer. Daddy hated them the most. They had to be pretty bad off before he agreed to take them in, and even then, he would give no guarantees. Cancer is thinner than a memory, he said. It hides. (Continue Reading…)
