PseudoPod 1008: Cyanide Constellations
Show Notes
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Author’s note: This story ended up being the title piece for my debut fiction collection, Cyanide Constellations and Other Stories, out October 21st from Dark Matter INK, because it represented the overlap between nature and horror, with a bit of cosmic chaos sprinkled in. I love the strange dreaminess that can awaken when exploring how nature and the universe surprise us, especially in those moments when the sheer vastness feels so much greater than we will ever know. This collection where flowers whisper and the moon holds dark secrets was such a joy for me to put together.
Andrew Marvell
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrew_Marvell
To His Coy Mistress
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/44688/to-his-coy-mistress
Cyanide Constellations
By Sara Tantlinger
In the daylight, I pretend nothing can hurt me, but we both know that has never been true. What hides in shadow or creeps through the night must exist during dewy mornings and August afternoons.
I stretch my limbs beneath the buttery warmth of late summer sun, using the dirt of our never-planted garden as my bed. Heat penetrates defenseless skin, burning flesh with strips of red along my arms and legs where the dress you loved offers no protection. I should go inside, keep the lights off and hide within the cool darkness of air conditioning, but here I remain, glued to the soil as if the sun melted my body into gooey strips, pinned down like butterfly wings mounted on a board, my brittle body to be sold as art. Who would buy the art of me if there is no you? (Continue Reading…)
